Tracy Lee & Arielle Lee
sWhen I first met her, almost four years ago... I knew we'd become best friends, knew that we'd stay absolutely crazy, we were inseparable, and everyone thought we were sisters. She was the person I always looked up to, the one and only person that could make me smile in the worst situations. We never let eachother down, never broke eachother's hearts, told secrets and actually kept them. She was the closest thing to a sister. At the end of 10th grade, things happened, and they got in the way of our friendship. I missed her a ton, cried days & nights, didn't want to leave my bed, and rarely ate in a day. I was simply depressed and wasn't the same person, everything chang
ed overnight. So how do you live your life feeling like somebody completely opposite of you... I found out... & had to found out the hard way. The friends, new things. I hated every bit of it.. because she wasn't holding my hand through it all.
I had to hold my head up, as tough as it was, and continue living. But day after day, I still felt empty. I tried talking to Arielle again, but I just felt like I was putting down my guard, and it wasn't right nor good for me. I had to figure out what I would do, especially if this were to ever happen to me again. I had to start from scratch, and build my way up the pyramid. But how do you live with knowing that you love the person so much, that you're almost willing to take anything, to just get them back, and make sure they never let you go? And mostly, never let them go?
After 9 months of not speaking, we're reuniting, and trying to get back together... trying to remember what is best for us, and reestablish what we had. Figure out if this is what we both want, and stick to it. Not let each other down, stick to our words, and mean everything we say. This friendship is exactly like building a brand new one... only recognizing this person's personality at an unbelievable amount.
I love you Arielle Lee S-B... Fo Eva Eva and Eva Eva.
ed overnight. So how do you live your life feeling like somebody completely opposite of you... I found out... & had to found out the hard way. The friends, new things. I hated every bit of it.. because she wasn't holding my hand through it all.
I had to hold my head up, as tough as it was, and continue living. But day after day, I still felt empty. I tried talking to Arielle again, but I just felt like I was putting down my guard, and it wasn't right nor good for me. I had to figure out what I would do, especially if this were to ever happen to me again. I had to start from scratch, and build my way up the pyramid. But how do you live with knowing that you love the person so much, that you're almost willing to take anything, to just get them back, and make sure they never let you go? And mostly, never let them go?
After 9 months of not speaking, we're reuniting, and trying to get back together... trying to remember what is best for us, and reestablish what we had. Figure out if this is what we both want, and stick to it. Not let each other down, stick to our words, and mean everything we say. This friendship is exactly like building a brand new one... only recognizing this person's personality at an unbelievable amount.
I love you Arielle Lee S-B... Fo Eva Eva and Eva Eva.
1 comment:
Hey Trae!!! im so glad you found our blog :) and im glad you have one too! it seems like youre happy and that makes me so glad. thats exciting that youre starting beauty school shortly... youll love it girl!!! let me know how it goes okay! we're all doing well here, just takin it one day at a time! paisley is now one year old and is so funny- wes is in school and i get to stay home and take care of paisley. we're having a great time! how are kim and your mommy? let me know ok!
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